February 25, 2006

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i don't really have anything to say but i'm going to write anyways because it's quiet and i want to write

beni said i'm going to live to be really old because just as she was opening up a message i sent her, i called. i want to live to be really old, wrinkly, grey hairs, telling my great-grandkids what it was like to live in the 20th century. i want to be a living history.

i want to sit around with my friends, talking, laughing, eating. they're the only people in the world who can make me crack a smile and mean it when i'm crying. thank you ladies. if i could give an acceptance speech, i'd thank you in it.

it's like sitting on fire, waiting to see what the future has to bring, i want to know right now, where am i going to be in 5 years and will it be pretty?

i'm addicted to crosswords, i can't always finish them, but i'll do them anyways, i caught myself craving to do one the other day

i don't like silence, quiet is okay when i'm alone, but when there are people, i can't stand silence, it's not awkward, someone should say something before i open my mouth and make a fool of myself, and when someone's silent around me, my first instinct is to think that i did something wrong

i don' t like pizza, unless it's thin-crust, i don't like tacos, i don't like onion rings- i want to eat something that was created, not cooked, and doesn't taste like everything else. my new favourite food maple-walnut ice-cream.

when i'm stressed i do nothing, and when i have nothing to do i'm stressed- and right now i'm stressed

i'm going to do a crossword

1 Comments:

Blogger navi said...

i was just talking to farah about this

i fel that when i'm not stressing out
i'm not being productive
and when i'm stressing out
i'm worried i'm stressed out
then i try to relax
and which point i stop being productive

where am i going with this? to russia.

--navi

12:14 a.m.  

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