life... or the lack thereof

i've spent the greater part of 2 weeks in the library on campus, studying, freaking out, with friends and their panic attacks, breathing recycled air and letting my brain suck up useless information about just about everything i'll never think about again.

i had 4 exams in one week and i'm waiting for my last one on thursday. in order to study for this last part i'm the reserve section of the library, next to the staff lounge, where i have the pleasure of hearing the latest staff gossip and stories from the inner sanctum of library monitors

i want to have some sound sleep, and go back to church. i haven't gone to KCF in...i don't know how long, and i haven't gone to youth at in 3 weeks and it feels like forever since i last talked to anyone at the church. i go on sunday mornings take notes on the sermons (which have been really good these past few weeks), and then gone home or to the library to take notes on readings for classes.

i haven't gone shopping in 3 months and i need to buy some shoes to make me feel better.

i've developed at hatred for traffic cops who have a tendency to single me out, at this point i now have 2 infractions on my record, one for speeding, and the other for running a yellow light (i did not know this was illegal), i'm allowed a total of 7 infractions until i have to change my identity or country of residence.

i should get back to studying... this was suppose to be a 5 minute break, it's now been 15